Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Just because.

I am on the battlefield.

I am intimidated. I am intimidated by the fact. Tonight, I won't be fun anymore. Generally, I am capable to fall out of love. Why, I hear you ask. Definitely because for 2 years and more, I was the insignificant one. It made me fall out of love. Tonight, I realized when someone fell out of love, they usually fall back in. I am going to be the other party who decides not to be in it or out of it. I choose none.

This capability of driving myself mad in 3 seconds all the time is kicking in. I am not giving in. I am not going to do anything about it anymore. I won't drive myself crazy and I won't try to.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

How can you not know, baby?

If I was your superhero, what kind of powers would I have?

Everything was awesome. Its amazing how you could be around someone and he/she makes you feel great about yourself. No matter if you're all sweaty and you probably stink since you're standing by a dustbin. Its a relief, I feel relived. Somehow, you are awesome.

Tonight will be another tale of you and me. Tonight is the night you would hold my hand and tell me you're different but when tomorrow comes, will you still tell me I'm the only one for you?

Maybe the three words were not enough to tell you how much you meant to me, but when dawn comes and you open your eyes from 8 hours of sleep, you think of the same person round your head. Is that what love is? I wanna know what love is. Its painful, but the pain is not so excruciating as it seems. You are able to break me but not break me at all, how did you do that?

I want to wake up, lying next to you and fall in love with that geeky smile all over again. Will you let me?